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Ka Lili Moving to A New Home (by Chan Hay Ching)

Ka Lili was dragging her luggage down two flights of stairs. With a “cola, cola” sound, the luggage was moving on the gravel road. Ka Lili swallowed. Kapok and Cuckoo were in full swing, though Ka Lili didn’t care about them. Kapok seemed to be so ignorant of her emotions that a flower fell on her head. She left the luggage aside and was about to kick it. However, the house was still in her sight. She gave up that idea and kept on walking ahead. “Where is the wind?” Ka Lili cursed the bad humid April weather.

Living with Benjamin was a hasty decision. They were classmates in the MA course. Everyone thought that they would be a perfect match. So, they started dating. After a one-year class, she was about to adapt to her new life. A whole bunch of work was waiting in front of her. Looking for a job, hunting for a house and applying for a visa made her really stressed out. Those were extraordinarily troublesome stuff, especially for a young woman starting her new life here. Benjamin generously asked her to live together. Ka Lili agreed. Then she began to live with him and his mother (Ka Lili called her “Old Biddy”) in Fan Ling.

Classmates all said that Ka Lili was a lucky dog who was dating a handsome and wealthy man. However, she did not think so. Some more lucky guys purchased apartments and invested in real estate, then the housing price in Hong Kong got higher. For them, that was just a piece of cake. Ka Lili, however, was like a lamb to the slaughter. But then, even though Benjamin was glad to marry her, she was not willing to marry him. “Old Biddy”, Benjamin’s mother, was a tough woman who made people daunting. Benjamin was a Taiwanese, and his parents divorced when he was eight. “Old Biddy” started her own business in the Mainland and got married again. She went back to Hong Kong after the divorce from her second husband and bought some properties downtown. She went to the Mainland occasionally, in her own words, “for business”. This woman was really something and had made such an achievement in the Mainland on her own. Ka Lili was not a submissive woman. She never cared about rents, utility bills and housework, and those were naggingly repeated by “Old Biddy”. After dinner, she immediately rushed into her room chatting with friends on WeChat, made “Old Biddy” hot under the collar.

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Benjamin and Ka Lili were teachers, teaching in different institutes. One taught English, and one taught Mandarin. Although both of them were language teachers, students’ attitudes towards them were completely different: students looked squishy speaking English, stutter and always apologized with a flushed face; whereas students spoke Mandarin without paying too much consciousness, you could definitely find a few of them being proud of their nonnative accent. Friendly students, indeed. They would always be happy to have some little chit-chat with Ka Lili after class yet kept a distance from their English teacher. Ka Lili found a feeling of disdain, unconsciously and inconspicuously, in such a friendly relationship. Not pointed at Ka Lili herself, but towards her Mainland background.

Benjamin did not understand that feeling. He was too beloved, as a Taiwanese. Hong Kong people were ambitious in being Taiwanese. They yelled at Mainlanders, yelling yet consuming. Mainlanders came shopping while the Hong Kong dollar devalued, and they still pointed their fingers, saying that mainlanders came just to leech. Mainlanders might as well take the blame for not being self-conscious. The more they spent, the more they got disrespected. Benjamin looked elegant, and even his English name sounded elegant. The students created a Facebook fan page called “Benjamin BB” for him, stalked him, talked about his plaid coat and cap in winter, his short tie, and the dark red socks under his capri trousers in summer. They scouted for any female that appeared 10 meters around him. Benjamin shared everything with Ka Lili, making fun of it. Ka Lili went shopping with him, working on his outfit for the next day, without feeling jealous at all. A big kid. Who would love a big kid?

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Her colleagues were also friendly. Those who taught Mandarin either immigrated from the Mainland to Hong Kong in their early childhood or stayed here after studying. There were six people in her office coming from different parts of China. It seemed like living in a university hall, and they got along with each other well. Sometimes they danced Gangnam style together or did splits and stretches and even sang karaoke on YouTube. It might be a bit noisy, but they never quarrelled. They all felt the same way after different rounds of finding accommodations and jobs in a foreign place. Although they acted nonsense and silly in their daily lives, they treated their job seriously and shared all their private affairs without concealing. Whether at school or in Hong Kong, they formed their own social circle, having happiness and sadness together.

But what did Hong Kong people think about them? At first, Ka Lili didn’t care much about it as everyone was just doing their own jobs, and they were just acquaintances. One day, when Ka Lili opened the door, she suddenly heard a voice from a male colleague saying, “Wow, such a strong Northern smell over there!”. She did not know what he was referring to, whether it was the smell of women’s makeup or the meaning of Mainland women. Ka Lili sat down and dazed for a while. She went out until nobody was out there. After that, she had paid more attention in the office and thus discovered that it was not a peaceful place either. Their mistakes would be enlarged and labelled with “bad phenomenon”. Colleagues that immigrated during their early childhood also bullied them by using “Hongkongers” to show a clear difference between Ka Lili and them. They were representing a country that is known as napping, undisciplined and corrupt.

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The “Old Biddy” was making a phone call with her friends using Taiwanese Hokkien, which Ka Lili didn’t speak. Sometimes, she used a bit of Mandarin and said, “Oh, you don’t understand, money can buy everything! Kid, oh, you don’t get it, you can buy whatever you want…”, followed by a bunch of words in Taiwanese Hokkien. Ka Lili noticed a piece of news about a quarrel between two Hong Kong men and two Mainland women arguing because of queuing and even having a fight. What was the conflict? And what was the manner? She was afraid of being a person with bad manners. To put words into action, she moved away from the house. They didn't have a future, Ka Lili didn’t love him, and he didn’t feel the same way for her as well. She wanted to live thoughtfully, to love someone seriously.
(in Taiwanese Hokkien)

The rain was pattering when Ka Lili got out of the bus. She was running into a mall while dragging the luggage. There were only a few customers in McDonald’s. Someone died a sudden death in one of the branch stores of McDonald’s last week, which caused a disorder for six hours, but no one noticed. Ka Lili drank the hot chocolate milk while chewing. People were hurrying to and fro, not affecting others. Only their families would feel the sadness, but as time passed by, that would also fade away gradually. Everyone needed to live. What a city! There were a few rigid shops, and Hong Kong people slammed the tyranny of enterprise who snuffed creativity out and quashed small shop tenants. Ka Lili felt heartwarming from this familiar configuration. The rain made the window mottled. Ka Lili’s exuberance and ambition when she left home in the morning were replaced by tiredness and worries. She was too hasty again.

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Translation by:

Chan Yuen Tung, Hailey 
Lai Yee Ting, Samantha 
Kong Han Xiao, Mike 
So Ho Hin, Henry 

Ka Lili was dragging the luggage when she walked out of the McDonald's, walked out of the mall, walked into the rain, and walked towards her colleagues… She walked through buildings one after another, passed through a parking lot, bypassed a garden, and walked past a security post… Ka Lili studied on Hong Kong Island, worked in Kowloon, and lived in the New Territories. Every piece of land she stepped on belonged to the ones called Lee/ Li (李), either Superman Li (Li Ka-shing) or Uncle Four (Lee Shau-kee) -- Those tycoons had carved up Hong Kong. No matter where Ka Lili goes, she still could not get rid of Lee's/ Li's family. Standing in the rain, Ka Lili watched the hurried pedestrian and the red light far away, just like a kapok flower in the misty drizzle.

The rain just kept falling.

Reference

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